Times like these
11:49 am Mon, 19th April 2004In times like these
in times like those
what will be will be
and so it goes
and it always goes on and on
and on and on it goes
And theres always been laughing, crying, birth, and dying
boys and girls with hearts that take and give and break
and heal and grow and recreate and raise and nurture
but then hurt from time to times like these
and times like those
what will be will be
and so it goes
And there will always be stop and go and fast and slow
action, reaction, sticks and stones and broken bones
those for peace and those for war
and god bless these ones not those ones
but these ones made times like these
and times like those
what will be will be
and so it goes
and it always goes on and on
and on and on it goes
But somehow i know it wont be the same
somehow i know it’ll never be the same
I had the crappiest weekend. Culminating to an all time low on Sunday night. Blah blah woof woof. I just want to escape it all. To leave everything behind.. the burdens, the responsibility, the expectations, the microscope, the judgements. I was actually glad to get back to work this morning. To get back into my weekday routine. Perhaps its become a sort of avenue of escape for me.. at least for a time.
It’s all so stupid. This life.. relationships.. people. You need people and relationships, yet at times, they seem to be the bane of your life. And you wish you could say, I don’t need you. Yet you still feel the weight of your (somewhat self-imposed) loneliness.
I wish I wasn’t in the position I’m currently in.
Bah. This is so f’d up.
Current listening :: “Cocoon” – Jack Johnson
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2 Comments on “Times like these”
ding!
Apr 19, 2004
Ouch, hope you’re feeling better now. Its good to find a place to escape to, allows you to relax and eventually think things through and work things out. Good luck with it all!
Kazzart
Apr 19, 2004
Thanks for the well wishes! The same sentiments go to you, and your working out of stuff. 🙂